flash~~back

She is the only outlet for what I fear most about myself, my inner darkness and damage. (from my diary, 7/22/02, 3am)

Photography: Corto Stewart Maltese
Other art model: Miss Anna Evans

As I took the magazines, the pair of stockings and the tub of icecream from him, I half jokingly said, "You're spoiling me."

Photo by www.frankaugust.com

"Believe me, I would love to spoil the shit out of you," he muttered in reply somewhat under his breath without even looking at me, he emphasized both love and shit.
My stomach hurt, like it had been hit.
He walked out into the kitchen, he walked like I then believed a man should walk, slow with resolve.
Shortly therefater, I decided I should probably leave.
I was grateful to him for something I couldn't really place and expressed the gratitude by lingering too long after I said my goodbye.
Slightly abashed, I got a feeling my awkwardness appealed to him.

Bodyscape escaping

By Ron Adar:

Channeling Paloma Picasso

This image of Paloma Picasso was shot by Helmut Newton.
Now look below for a Polaroid of me taken by Ron Adar (www.ronadar.com)!